FUCK ME

just as soon as i gained a love i never thought i would find, i lost it. i lost him. but what was i expecting? everything good for me never stayed too long. 

but it sometimes comes back to me. and goddamnit if this is one of those times then that me is fucking gone. i will be a new person. a thankful person. ive never been close enough to thankful as i should be. i have never loved anything except sorry ass you. imperfect, scratch that, perfect you.